ahhh

i just started to feel really shitty for no reason i feel like im an asshole and also like i kinda wanna cry??? my emotions are fucked lmao i just feel really empty i guess. i feel like i dont have anything to be here for even though i do?? kinda???? i like---am not really good now and i dont like it,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,i hate feeling like this and i wanna try to get better but i just dont feel like theres really a point. i know its not gonna work and im just gonna be stuck like this for however long i last. i should be used to it at this point to be honest. it happens so often i dont even know why it keeps getting to me why does it always feel like people dont care even though ive been told so many times that they do? it sucks a lot..

• Published June 15, 2019, 01:35
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