my mom blames everything on me and then she yells at me for getting 1 bad grade and then procedes to punish me by taking my one way of comunicating with one of my closer friends and my way of venting and then she puts me to work and shes the reason why im always in my room trying to do nothing wrong because im scared of losing everything i ever had and her yelling and i just want to read and draw but i cant and i keep crying over this shit over and over, i just want to leave my home forever but i cant.