because I think that everyone is tired of me at this point,, but anyway, I dislike myself, I dont hate myself, I just dislike myself, because Ive done stupid and cringe things, some of which Ive been called out for,, and I feel like anyone who isnt a friend on here and other websites, hates me,, and if its like that on the INTERNET who knows what its like irl,, I just,,, dont know..