Lol I mean im not super depressed about it, this happens to me all the time my brain lags for a long time untill a realization hits me. Yeah hes gone forever, he said hed come back but hes not going t0. To be honest I dont care that much because he stopped caring about me and ya know what hes not worth wasting my space and thoughts. Instead Ill use this extra memory space of ways to make my friends and lover happy, thats alot more usefull The fact that hes left me forevers gonna hit dont worry eh. Again Im not too sad abt it