the shit that sucks the most is knowing that the people who i care about and love the most, the people that i hope feel alright and i hope are happy, the people who im constantly worried about because i care too much, are the people that are making me feel like this. they cant even bother to feel the same about me. i love them all so much but they never cared. they just pushed me out of their lives like i was just some kinda of toy that they could mess with and kick to the curb once they got bored. all i want is to feel loved. liike im important to someone. but no ones here to help me get there.