Why would she publicly post about me trying to kill myself am i that bad of a person that i need to be shamed for being alive am i just gonna grow up to be like my father should i be punished for "mentally unstable" should i just be left alone to rot will i ever die happy? or will i end up taking my own life i hate being alive on this earth everytime i start inprove some prick comes alone and slaps me in the face forcing me back to the hole why would you want to harm someone you love by telling them they are mentally unstable or crazy why am i so clingly why cant i let go it fucking hurts me but i cant move on im stuck in a endless loop i feel my friends dont love me they only love dodo most people dont care about me they only care about dodo i hate existing i dont care if i get shit for this i just want to vent