They dont support me they yell at me for talking. I always have to fake it. Dont show anything else. When where you when I needed you the most. Do my arms still have to feel the pain. does my chest still have to feel the cold blade on it? Do I have to walk the tight rope and when i fall its the end? do I still have to be in a cage? Do i have to be in your own world? Does feeling pain mean beauty?