I have been trying to fake a happy go lucky attitude for the past few days and im sorry for not telling you that but I thought i could keep it up long enough for the feelings to pass over but something broke me and i just wanted write this so that ya'll know that as of right now I am going to try and take a break from things in general today and try and make life worth living as they say and try to cheer myself up in the following week because everything around me as of right now is sadness and I need to do something to cheer me up so yeah, i might do some art on wednesday and thursday but for today and maybe tomorrow I'm going to take a break from drawing and I hope you all understand this.