Im not diffrent

Why is just the word driving me mad.
Why do the games they play not intrest me.
Why does the sound of the ambulance going by
rise curiosity
Why cant I cry
Why isnt it over
Why am I diffrent?
Ive had it for a while
So what has changed?
Whats making me diffrent?
just knowing>
KnoWing THa t Im not like the rest of them
that im broken
that somethings wrong inside my head
Because of the countless times I fell asleep, or pretended to in my bed
because i diddnt sleep?
Is it because I feel like their all staring now?
It shouldent be this sudden
I cant tell anymore if its anxiety
o r
NOt anymore
This is stupid
im being stupid
Im not sad
im not insane
im not diffrent

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