Why is just the word driving me mad. Why do the games they play not intrest me. Why does the sound of the ambulance going by rise curiosity Why cant I cry Why isnt it over Why am I diffrent? Ive had it for a while So what has changed? Whats making me diffrent? just knowing> KnoWing THa t Im not like the rest of them that im broken that somethings wrong inside my head Because of the countless times I fell asleep, or pretended to in my bed because i diddnt sleep? Is it because I feel like their all staring now? It shouldent be this sudden I cant tell anymore if its anxiety o r NOt anymore This is stupid im being stupid Im not sad im not insane im not diffrent