Say it. Please.
Say you want my guts all over you. Say you want me to choke on my own blood when you cut me open. Maybe you should say that there is rope somewhere. Maybe you should call me a pussy for not killing myself yet. You want to please everyone. I remember you telling me that during gym. I want you to do this. Cut me open. Kill me. Fucking kill me. Or maybe since I know you would never do it you should do the second best thing. Tell me how much I fucking suck. Mentally I have said this over and over. But hearing it out loud. By my crush. By my fucking inspiration. By my goal. Will kill me. Tell me how much you hate me. How much you want my stomach ripped open by your words. Tell me how bad I am at drawing. Animating. FUCKING LIVING. TELL ME THAT ALL I AM IS ANNOYING AND THAT ALL I BRING TO THE TABLE IS A HOPE OF GETTING FUCKING ATTENTION. JUST SAY I FAKED IT ALL. SAY THAT I DONT DESERVE IT. SAY I DONT DESERVE LOVE. PLEASE. PLEASE. SO I can get over you.. Please. Just do it. Please. You make me ache enough. Strike the final blow. I cant fucking stand it. I cant do it myself because of how weak I am. I want to just hug you endlessly. I want to love you. Just hate me. Please. God dammit please.
- Published February 13, 2019, 21:09
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