I just took a blast to the past and just remembered so many trips on the road in my moms old car while listening to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWe40nEspDM and it was freaky as all hell but i loved it because it reminded me of a less sad and more happy and active version of me, and now i feel motivated to become that again, a happy person who is always trying instead of giving up on the first try and trying to be the best version of themself.