ok TBH
I turn 18 in like 20 minutes. now as we all know the second you stop growing is the second you start decaying. i probably stopped years ago but honestly I've now come to the truth that surrounding an entire identity around youth leads to a life of paranoia, fear, and anxiety. thats why the modern man and the post menopausal woman go insane. they hold onto their youth. I want to decay. I want to bald, I want my skin to peel and scab and blister. I want to look like a monster. when people look at me I want them to grimace. I want people to cross the street when I'm on the same side. I want my eyes to be bloodshot and my eyebags to be vantablack. i want your children to cry when they see my face. I want to be a folk legend. like one of them guys in a light house who eats whoever intrudes. it will be beautiful. and I will be happy as you rub whatever anti aging cream on your face that was harvested from infants and look in the mirror, looking back at your life and whatever "accomplishments" you had.
- Published April 06, 2024, 01:45
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