I'm going camping.

I get to hang out with my friends including one who I haven't seen in person before but some of the other friends have so that's cool. Other than the cool stuff I've seemingly entered a depression so that is also cool however I still feel like going which is actually cool, I have previously canceled stuff due to depression kicking my ass but this one isn't bad enough so lfg. I will also be able to go swimming which I have been so hype about over the summer, I love being in water and swimming and I haven't been swimming at all so I have been very excited about that also going outside isn't a thing I've been doing unless I have therapy that day so yay I'll be outside for a amount of time. Also real human people who aren't just voices and images from the computer is going to be something probably good to actually ground me as I have been exclusively talking to friends online and it has noticeably affected my mental space where at a time that I talk to people frequently I've been extremely lonely and I am personally not very pleasant to myself so yay people! I also have been enjoying my time online with my friends regardless and it's been great to talk to people who care about me. My self image could be better but I've also been working on being more of an actual human being with ideas and hobbies so that's cool. Overall I've been numb but there are good sides to the recent times for me👍.

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