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I'm happy, I guess..

I'm listening. to this one so peaceful I guess . www.youtube.com

I watch soul made by Disney, and I realize, how important my family is. I remember my memories with them, and idk, but... I feel happy, like I want to cry... that I'm very proud I'm alive, and I realize, that, I can't keep them forever in my life.... I feel like I just barrow them, and when your died, you don't know what will happened, will you meet them again, can you remember them again, when I realize that... my whole body begun to blank.... there's nothing In my mind, and I look outside, looking at the trees, and idk, why I feel broken, hurt inside, I feel like I'm afraid of something... I know I'm 16 but why im afraid... im scared... I'm worried about my dad, he working all day, and there's a pandemic, and in my mind , what if he gets hurt... how can I save my dad... and my Mom and my brother, I'm useless .. all I can do is to cry, and begging pls don't take them away from me...

I'm afraid to let them go...

I just share my feeling's today :/

have a great day/night

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