THIS IS GONNA TAKE FOREVER
https://drawn.digifi.ca/play/duyosc im not even finished with the sketch uGH anyway, gm, hello you beautiful people, have some updates:: yknow what REALLY grinds my gears?? songs that are super cute but theY ONLY ADDRESS 1 GENDER AND THERES NO COVERS TO ADDRESS ANOTHER GENDER liKE,, ,, LETS SAY A SONG ABOUT LIKING GIRLS WHERES THE MALE VERSION ??? ? ?? WHERE CAN I FIND IT???? IM GAY AND LOVE THIS SONG BUT CANT FULLY RELATE TO IT BECAUSE I FEEL MASCULINE ATM this is petty but itS AN EVERYDAY PROBLEM FOR ME https://youtu.be/c1RghwawGVA?list=RDMMuxyM7vhU0uU screams i found out today that,,, golduck is fatter than i had previously assumed i put candy in a pez wrong today and i had one of the biggest face palms of my life ive lowkey been pretty sad but trying to distract myself. had a panic attack recently and since then ive only thought about how im losing everything, and how ricks gonna die and were gonna move to california or something and try living our best lives and lmao im gonna be alone again. 3 friends in 7 years all gone. not to mention my online friendships have been super bumpy and it drives me nuts how i keep fucking things up after all that. lmao id write this in a vent but theres no point, this isnt important enough for its own post and ill be over it soon. just keepig you guys updated i guess. my fish leo is dying and its making me sad, he wont eat do any of you actually read these posts??? i doubt anyones interested in reading this much in the morning. not that i care, i only write this much because i love to write, but i havent written anything for my stories for a while, and these morning posts kinda feed that craving for writing i have. i had a dream that my hand was bubbling and melting off and then i drank a cup of acid in order to feel the pain of it again. then i had a lucid dream, and i decided to spend my night with ash at disney world and he threw up when we were on a super fast ride. it was really fun. i picked up my cat moomoo this morning and nearly cried cus hes just, absolute skin and bones. hes so sick. ik its from his skin cancer and his severe hernia preventing him from eating right but,, hes supposed to be a big fluffy ragamuffin. i want my healthy cat back, hes only 8 and doesnt deserve to die this early. i havent done any of my homework over break yet been rewatching john cenas- wait no sorry i meant joanna cedias vids lately and im,,,,, lowkey interested in taking up swimming. im not a runner and its why i havent looked into sports other than figure skating and volleyball. but figure skating is painful and i get a lot of bruises from trying to skate, and though im actually pretty decent at volleyball, the people id be teaming with at my school are total assholes and im not interested in sport drama. im actually really fucking terrified of water and swimming but, i can swim well. only thing that really sets off my worry is how bad of stamina i have. i dont think i could last straight swimming for more than an hour. not to mention that when i had to do swimming in my old school, there was a huge rumour about a kid who drowned in the deep end like 50 years prior to us being there. when the teacher deems you good enough at swimming, you can use the diving board and go into the deep end. i was one of the best swimmers in the whole class and was allowed to go to the deep end, but i always refused because i was fucking horrified by the thought of being too weak to swim to the top and breathe again, or someone knocking me out and falling in the pool and dying in a matter of minutes. only time im not as scared of swimming is when im at the gorge and swimming in the creek (which can be about 12 ft deep in some places) which is, really fucking ironic because i always swim alone and theres nobody to save me if i start drowning, and there could be animals or trash in the water that could hurt me. im weird. maybe ill start walking to the park of my friends houses when spring or summer rolls a
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