Just rambling abt how confusing my
Confusing my feelungs are) Its weird coz I wanna be with someone and I want to be with him now! But at the same time i really dont want to out of a fear. Although i should take the chance as soon as I get it so I dont miss out again I i dont want to. I love him,, more than anything, but like i keep thinking about waiting untill were both able to like see each other again because hanging out physycllj strengthens bonds n shiz. Im worried that we wouldnt last two years together and then I wont be able to be with him the rest of my life. I because he makes me feel all the feelings I need to function hes really the healthiest option but i want to last ya know? I dont want it to only be a few months and then bye. I know im nkt afraid of comitmebt and once im inlove thats it im in love. But what about othwr people. They tend to fall in and out of love abd i dont want that. I dont want to have the fear of not lasting two years with sombody ya know? I know i could teach thwm to to make a relationship last but in the end its a choice. And yet if I wait after i do get a chance theb what? Im stuck waiting longer. And i can barley stabd seeing them with somebody else im just so scared that it wouldbt last because the other person wont wanna make it last...
- Published June 22, 2020, 19:06
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