trying to figure out my sexuality is rough Like, I feel there is no proper words for what I feel. I like women, men are eh, im ok with them and would be fine with a bf but i would much rather prefer a gf but then it's hard for me to even get one because i have realized that all of my relationships or crushes have just been me mistaking it for really good friendship and I dont think I have ever proper loved or crushed on someone in my life and I dont and im just feeling like shit and i also dont like imagining me doing the sex stuff, it's gross and bad and bad. I dont know how to feel about anything and my brain hurts while im trying to type out my thoughts here i am not l00% sure what the term for me would even be so uh, if you know let me know