Nonjokingly Smth I like to think ab

 

Its just im always asked what I think my future would look like or what i want it to be. I want to shhare it with this very special boy- his name is Tyler and I just fucking love him so much. Although our position right now is awkward and complicated I still fantasize about things I shouldnt alot. Not in a dirty way i just mean like going to the beach and taking pictures of us just vibing. Or going out on a nice boba date on a sweet warm summers night then walkibg out on the plaza patio or around a lake feeding duckies. Or when its cold cuddling up next to a warm ac or chimney fire watching a nice movie or somthing. Enjoying college and making the most out of life together. I basicly shaped my entire future off of him. And That's not really bad seeing as I kinda depend on him cuz of smthing I explained a few days ago but like agh. I just want to love him and make him happy and just spend the rest of my days with him. I look at how my stepdad who got me into photography and how he teases my mom by taking photos of her in plants or walking along the beach and i always think to myself that I want to do that with this bb over here. Right now thats not smth i should think abt but i can't help but think about how happy we could be and such. This isnt a vent or anything . I also think abt how lovely going to london with him would be. And taking him around the world to see the places ive been. Romania and canada. And such. I want to grow and learn and become a better person with him. Hes really sweet and amazing and talented and smart. And funny. Nd sometimes asshole. But hes just perfect. Just a sweet little angel.

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