i feel so excluded outta like-everything like all my friends are over here doin things and they actually know stuff about each other's stories and then i just sit here like 'okay the fuck is goin on-' its like 7th grade all over again cause literally no one gave a shit about anything i said or did they only cared when i was upset and then started ignoring me again when i felt better there goes the entirety of my already very small self esteem t h a n k s f o r t h a t-