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its confusing. first you tell me "i dont think our relationship is going well" then you pretend like everything is fine while im venting and crying my eyes out and now when im directly kinda fine you just start venting? i dont know how to feel. i think it was possibly my fault this all happend. or i just sound like an asshole or an idiot. but i would have done it to if i was you. and now im so confused with my emotions and sexuality and everything else. its breaking apart, and i dont know? i always mentioned "i dont know" in my vents and same goes to "how should i feel about this?" i was really mad and sad? msad? i dont know how you merge it together. but. i cried alot while venting, i ended up in the corner with my arms full of bite marks and almost vomiting. i didint feel much, all i felt was sick. and now im fine? yes. kinda. and this. just. how should i feel? yes im still sad cuz i have no one really. im pretty much lonley now and my anger issues plus bipolar doesent help at all. so. if you want to change your mind im here. or. just leave me. both doesent really matter. i will probaly end up curled up again.
- Published June 23, 2019, 07:15
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