I CAN'T. DO. ANYTHING.
Lately I haven't been enjoying any games I've been playing. I've been rushing them just to start a new game just to get through a backlog just to waste time. Same with any shows or movies or books. I just consume shit to pass time but I don't enjoy any of it. Realizing that, I think, "Well I hate school too but if I hate both I might as well be productive." But I can't even do that. I can't concentrate on anything and I just get pissed off. I don't understand anything and things that should take an hour take 4 because I get so distracted. Go ahead, call me a dumbass. I know I am. I really just can't do anything at all. I'm on borrowed time. And I know you parasites revel in my failure and you always have. I hope me being pathetic helps you feel a little less pathetic. Scum
