I'm still processing the fact that she is not only not my friend anymore, but in general just a bad person. im also just becoming less sad and more mad about it, realizing and finally having clarity that she is just a shit person, also feeling really bad about continuing to stay friends with her after learning that she stayed friends with my best friend's assaulter knowing he did that. I have to hold back from just going up to her and saying shit like fuck you when I pass her in the halls, I'm feeling so down rn.