i have so much work i havent done, im gonna fail my classes, im gonna fail them all, i care but i dont care enough to do it. im sad but i cant cry, im tired but i cant sleep, i hate myself, i hate how i look, im so fat and ugly, god i should fucking die no one would miss me. i feel like an attention whore, im so sorry for posting this, i feel like everything i do is for attention and i dont know who i fucking am anymore.