new years resolutions
were not gonna talk too much about how my year went, because for the most part, it was pretty bad. yeah the end of the year got a lot better and i started dating cody (ash, im trying to warm up to the name cody) and i resolved some things but,, aahggh yeah it wasnt the best year for me. what i want to do in 2019: make better friends who dont ditch me for the absolute stupidest fucking reasons possible, and dont lie to me or manipulate me. probably wont happen because i have a big heart and befriend too many people but, i really need to start being cautious. ive cried way too much over friends treating me like shit as of late. trust my gut more, its been right about nearly everything so far but i keep ignoring how i feel in fear of false judgment. low and behold if i had trusted how i felt i wouldnt be in half the messes im in right now. figure out why a lot of people hate me, and fix it. ive had a lot of people who hate me this year and i really dont like that so,,,,, gonna work on being more likable i guess. and lmao i cant, just, ask why they hate me because thatd be stupid so im starting off blank i guess. get better music taste, and a life. actually finish a sketchbook for once, and draw porn in at least 10 pages because it keeps people from wanting to see my sketchbook. already came out to my mom, so maybe ill consider coming out to my whole family. probably wont happen because of course everyones transphobic and doesnt take me seriously, but hopefully theres at least a few people in my family who will warm up to me being genderfluid. take up swimming or figure skating. just,,, a sport just take up a fucking sport fatass learn how to order from a mcdonalds without hyperventilating or crying please go outside try not to die, killing yourself is pretty fucking pathetic lmao dont relapse because self harm is bad take up reading again, i havent read a good book other than Cain for a while, and even though ive had Cain for months, i refuse to finish it because it is hands down the best book ever fucking made and i dont want it to end. dont lose your virginity thanks figure out a small 100 page practice comic to write so i can pave a path for success with my 4 part series about a war between hells royals with a depressed but charismatic male prostitute being the cause stop being depressed and anxious oh and lets not forget to make 2019 a wonderful year for cody by being the best boyfriend i can be because we all know that a happy cody is a happy reed oh hey btw my names reed its not a nickname and it has no relation to the nickname red, hi hello its nice to meet you yeah thats about it, new years is in like 5 hours for me
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