I suppose when I'm older
I'll no longer use the internet besides doing google meets or zoom calls with patients (since I'm looking more into the psychiatry field). But if covid is no longer a problem, then I'll resolve to not using it at all since it's hugely/negatively impacted my behavior, including my life. Maybe a rare look up of recipes if needed but most likely no usage. I've noticed a huge amount of miscommunication between people and I, so then drama happens *facepalm*... it's mentally and emotionally draining. It makes me feel like a shitty person, even though I try so hard not to lose my shit but fail... and I look bad every time. I have so many people blocking me or have people blocked either from a tiny misunderstanding, or from them mistreating me cuz I'm "weird" or not like them. That's ridiculous, honestly. Never spending my adulthood near a computer, except for work. Honestly just tired of everything *sigh*.
