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trying to make myself feel better is noT woRKinG!! im so tired shits just a mess rn im so sick of feeling guilty for shit i cant control sorry i fucking have emotions i guess not like i can just change the way i feel about shit with a snap of my fingers i know people fucking care about me and im trying so hard to let myself believe it but my dumb fucking brain wont let me im so afraid to talk about anything cause when i do this shit happens and everything just falls apart and at this point theres nothing i can do about it im just gonna make everything worse i wish i was a normal fucking person i dont wanna have to feel like this every single second of my life i feel so damn hopeless

• Published May 03, 2020, 01:20
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