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trying to make myself feel better is noT woRKinG!!
im so
tired
shits just a mess rn
im so sick of feeling guilty for shit i cant control
sorry i fucking have emotions i guess
not like i can just change the way i feel about shit with a snap of my fingers
i know people fucking care about me and im trying so hard to let myself believe it but my dumb fucking brain wont let me
im so afraid to talk about anything cause when i do this shit happens and everything just falls apart and at this point theres nothing i can do about it
im just gonna make everything worse
i wish i was a normal fucking person
i dont wanna have to feel like this every single second of my life
i feel so damn hopeless

• Published May 03, 2020, 01:20
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