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i keep just like remembering the one day i almost tried to kill myself and just its not fun i really wish i had done it right now i keep seeing things all over with like razor blades and shit like people on tik tok making something and using them to cut something and it just makes me wanna fuck myself up so bad its really hard not to considering i dont have to worry about going to school the rest of the year and no one's gonna see them and its really not that hard to hide them when my mom is home i just dont wanna be alive anymore i want it to end im so fucking tired of everything giving up really just seems like my only option at this point im never gonna be able to talk about my feelings literally ever cause im a stupid fucking dumbass and cant open up about anything shits just gonna keep bottling up and getting worse feels like the only way out rn and i know its not but its really hard to believe it
- Published April 24, 2020, 02:04
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