so uh
my friend
kinda
uh
figured out
that I was trying to kill myself
but I couldn't because there's no hooks in this house for a rope
so instead I made a bunch of scratches on my arm with a knife I found
and she found that out too
so then I asked her to just send me to a mental hospital and uh
she told me to find her a website so I gave her the website to the one that someone else I know's (if you see this I'm sorry) going to as well
and she said she might actually call it so uh
guess my fate's in her hands
and I'm kinda scared
but if I go offline for a long while that's the reason why.
No need for alarm