Vent
Recently my life has just been terrible... so much stressful stuff has been happening. A few positives, are that I got a new dog na ed lacy, and that my mom got in connection with an old friend again. I just call her my aunt. She has a snake named Osyrus, he's a largeball python. I enjoy holding him. He's rather docile. I know more about handling snakes then I had known. My natural reaction to animals usually cause them to like me. For example, the snake took a liking to how gentle and calm I was with him, and how I protected him, and let him latch on to my wrist the first time I held him. And there was an Easter party, there were a few animals at it. They had a few chicks. One of them had the same name as me. It rested my arm. There was also a German shepherd puppy there. His name was bongo, and he was a bit nippy. He was so adorable, and I played with him a little. I had a mental breakdown today. Something that happened triggered a few flashbacks to someone who had betrayed me. He had destroyed my life. I knew him for 9-10 whole years. He hurt me really bad. And it stresses me to think of how my mom sees me... does she see me like im... like him? I dont even wanna think about it... even though I've been through so much, I don't want to die. I feel like I... idk. It'd be hard to explain. I think I'm going the slightest bit crazy, but isn't everybody? Well idk if any of what I just said made sense, but thats not all. I don't really want to make anyone worry about me too much.
