i need a hug none of that virtual hug or omw junk, like an actual hug. My mental state needs some actual irl affection bc I am realizing my mental state is getting worse and worse and I feel none from my mom and I am actually getting to the point where im just going into a really fucking depressive state because my mom is also grounding me which means she is blocking me from seeing the one person who is my mental buddy and is one of the few people I know irl and feel I can properly vent to irl. also my mom blocked my phone again. no discord again.