I don't know then, I apologize. I wish I knew what to say or what to do. Do you think you could call the cops or something? They can't get you out of the house and take you to the ER, and there they can evaluate you to see if you need to go to an acute, I kind of feel like this is a good option for your case and I know that this isn't what you wanted to hear, but I think it is what is needed.