I absolutely hate my dead name with as much passion as an Olympic athlete does to compete. It just sounds so dumb and every time I write it I feel this urge to punch my creator and say why. It fuels me with way too much rage to see that stupid ass name and its just sounds so dumb and it has 3 syllables and even when you do shorten it it sounds even dumber and it also gives me way too much dysphoria and its a dumb name.