I just fucking wish I was perfect and skinny. everyone would love me. I want people to love me, To see this perfect image. But they see a 500 pound girl who sucks dick everyday. The thing is, I'm surrounded by people but I still feel alone. Everytime I feel like I've eaten too much (which is usually all the time) I either gurgle egg yolks or I just shove my finger down my throat. If I shed weight, people will love me, right?