why?
Why do I always feel like this no matter what? I feel like I should be gone letting people have a better time without me if i stay it always seems like there annoyed by me so I dont Talk or i just try to find ways to leave. Ugh i wish i could at least be someone not just something to control or abuse. Why im i letting these things happen. I feel so broken but My mom refuses for me to talk to someone try to get at least a little bit better. I hate most things and I love... Depends on what has happened or what im feeling. Its pretty lonely wthout someone to love. i just wanna end it but no i cant because of my fearness of ending it all. Sometimes i think its because who the hell knows what happens if you die. Sometimes i just wanna take the risk but most times i dont, I hate feeling like this. I wanna run away, have some change but my own self says i cant im scared but im gonna have to fix that to help myself. Who cares if its my birthday in two days it doesnt matter its just saying wow look at you being closer to death! We really hoped it came sooner so you'll die.
- Published May 09, 2020, 17:23
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