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black and red aren't what i feel. it's too many colors to describe how i feel sometimes. there's nothing edgy or pitiful about my life. stop fucking pitying me. it's not your problem. there's a lot of colors that i can't see. there's a lot i can't see. i just want to see myself clearly. i haven't seen my face clearly in a mirror without glasses since i was 5. when will i see clearly? will i ever see clearly?
