why do i keep thinking about him. just move on. he doesnt care anymore. he probably doesnt even miss me. im nothing to him and i always will be. its my fault he left. all mine. he tried to play it off like it wasnt but it is. i just suck that fucking much. stop missing him. he doesnt feel that way anymore, so why do i. just get over it already. hes never gonna see me like that again. why do i still think of him so much. it hurts a lot. i miss him so god damn much but he'll never care about me like that again. fuck feelings, dude. fuck em.