@TheNightblade answer: Oh! Well, For one I was really messed up as a kid, thats not an excuse though. But im sure the mental asylumn didnt help. See, I was told that I was weak and pretty much useless. I was seen as a criminal and crazy, so I decided if thats what they see then why not just go along with it? Whats the point of being a good guy and dissapointing people when you can just kill them?