i just can't anymore. i hate online school. the teachers say they have been doing this for years (it's a program) but they clearly don't know what their doing, so i don't know what im learning. and my grades have never been lower. sure, they're c's, i usually get a's. idc, i just want to pass. my mom cares tho. she is like, really pressuring me to get those a's, but idk what im learning, so i cant get a good grade. and on top of that, my four siblings, who are all younger than me drive me crazy. i'd rather lock myself in my room (like i have a lock) than spend time with my family. i can not wait until i graduate highschool so i can book it out of there. last night i just... i just cried and idk why. it felt good, but when i stopped, i wanted to cry more, but i couldn't i just couldn't and that made me sad. and on top of all that, i just hate my life bro. sorry about that, i really needed to vent my feelings in order to feel better.