I- dont really know why I'm posting this but I guess why not I'm really wondering how life's gonna be with learning guitar Cuz I am gonna play it as long as I live, and I've seen what that does because I've seen my brother play it as hes grown and it's just I keep getting the image in my head of me coming home after a really bad day, either from school or shit happening outside of it and I just see myself walking into my room, so tired of it and just grabbing the guitar and playing the rdr song "deadmans gun",, and just, As I'm playing and singing I just burst into tears, letting it all out And it feels like everytime I see the image play out in my head, it motivates me to keep playing again and again,, It's a song that means so much to me, And I dont know why, in a way it makes sense but the same time it doesnt Most likely a thing I'll never understand but Something worthwhile to think about