Yesterday at tennis near the end my friend was talking about how her teacher ran up to her, picked her up and hugged her, because she smol. So to examplify (im a little taller than her but im pickupable its one of my "redeeming qualities") She picked me up and hugged me and I accidently went "Oh thats good-" out loud. And I realized how touch starved ive been. Like I really really have been starving for physycal attention for a while. I forgot what hugs felt like damn. Yeah this is just a post abt how touch starved I am. I really just wanna go over to Bren's house and cuddle I I dunno man I need some physycal lovin.