fuck

i'm going through such a youtube crisis right now. for some reason i'm caught up on my subscriber count, since tons of people have like 3 videos and 1k and i have like 500 videos and 100 subs. it makes me really sad to see and idk i'm so depressed cuz of it god

i have decided to unlist most of my videos but i'm scared people will unsub because of it or some shit and i'm going through so much for some reason i hate all my art and g o d i just want to get popular already. wtf.
i hate my life

not to mention that i don't even have anyone to talk about this too its angering b

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