hey
I need to talk and get some stuff off my chest to feel better... I have a lot of times where people make me sad or make me want to cry but I usually don't bring them up. I don't do that because I don't want to be like everyone who says sad things and act really sad, to me if people do that then that's fine since they're going through pretty serious stuff but when I do it I feel like I'm wanting attention or the main reason I don't is that I want to seem happy and I can never tell anyone I got bullied today and stuff like that. I never make it about me and its always about someone else, like their dog died or they almost wanted to cry, and I could have the same things happen to me and no one would know and I feel really sad about that because I want someone to know what I'm going through that and help me but I cant and it's hard not letting people know but like I said I want people to see that I'm happy and doing well. Sorry, I just had to get that off my chest, I feel like crap.
