i almost started fucking crying at the grocery store again bc i realized for the 100000000000th time how badly i want to eat like a normal person. like,,, i just wanna be able to walk into a restaurant and order from the fucking menu without having to question if what im about to eat will be the death of me. and speaking of restaurants, we havent been to a restaurant in two months, bc now its impossible for me to eat out at all. i also hate how people act as if "eating healthy" or whatever the fuck they think im doing is my choice. im sorry for always ranting about food, thanks for listening <3