Ah! So sorry!
Lol its like no matter how hard i try and how much i do theres always something for my mom to cokji09mplain about . I sghould always be worried and i should always be scared and i cant live a single day without feeling some kind of sorrow because of EVERYBODY ELSES PROBLEMS. ALLL I CAN DO IS BOTTLE EVERYTHING UP WHILE I HAVE TO SIT THERE AND LISTEN TO EVERYTHING THAT IVE DONE WRONG AND EVERYTHING THATS WRONG IN EVERYBODY ELSES LIVES AND I CANT TALK TO ANYBODY ABOUT IT BECAUSE IF I DO THEN IM A BRAT. I DONT UNDERSTAND. I CANT HELP THE CHOICES IVE MADE IN THE PAST AND NO MATTER HOW WELL IM DOING IN SCHOOL OR JUST LIFE IN GENERAL I SHOULD NEVER BE CONGRATULATED OR RESPECTED JUST BECAUSE I HAVENT MADE GOOD DECISIONS IN THE PAST. IM TRYING SO HARD TO IMPROVE AND GET BETTER BUT I GUESS ALL OF THAT EFFORT WILL NEVER EVER EVER PAY OFF UNTIL IM PERFECT AGAIN.
