i never do anything fucking right!! i cant make anyone fucking happy. i couldnt make my mom happy, so she yells at me and she fucking killed my cat!! i couldnt make my dad happy even though he molested me, so he took away all my fucking college savings!!!!!!!!!! i cant make my friends happy so they left me. i cant do anything to make anyone happy i cant make my fucking self happy and when i fucking cry out for help people hear, but dont give a shit. im constantly reminded of my mistakes, and its gotten to the point i dont want to be reminded of anything; not even life itself.