sophomore slump X(
HIhi~ ᯓᡣ𐭩 you can take me to the beach and braid my hair⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ - The bi-yearly self portrait I make every time I remember this website exists. I've changed a lot since my first drawing on here, which is also a self portrait. My posts on drawn are kind of like a time capsule of different versions of myself My favorite song is playing in this animation :3 [back to mars (band ver.) - live at soundcheck (Beabadoobee) - - - [im just yapping ignore] (๑﹏๑//) My drawn digifi account is literally a digital diary from 3-4 years ago... crazy. (im yapping in nostalgia and using the desc as a personal digital diary log- ignore its just yappin prob not interesting to the public) Damn, I occasionally remember that this site exists draw something and then disappear. I made my account my sophomore year of high school and the first thing I drew was myself- and now I am a sophomore in college! I was 15 when I started and now I'm 19 turning 20 in the spring. Crazy. I often draw myself on here but thats because I think its cool to see the changes in how I look/present myself. and maybe 3 years from now I'll look back on this self portrait and go "That's nothing like me!" which I think is cool :3 My life looks VERY different now vs when I used to use this account. I study microbiology in university and I'm having a pretty decent time. I joined a sorority and it is fun. I don't wear bright colors anymore, mostly black and red, but my room/accessories are still super duper cutesy and pastel-y pink-y. I don't think that will ever change. My life looks super different now- back when I started here on drawn I was pretty socially awkward and only had my few friend groups in school and I never really got much attention from people, and now in uni I get invited out all the time and I think this term is stupid asf but you could consider me "popular"- I hate that term because of its connotations, you typically think of popular= that one friend group in grade school that were lowkey exclusive and mean, I just mean it in the sense that I know a lot of people now and people like me??? crazaay cray cray. If you had told the usahana who had just joined drawn that she would join a sorority and go to fuck ass parties and shit and got hit on a bunch 4 years later they would have told you you were CRAZY. Going from "loser" -> "cool" is weird. Especially around people who have never ever been considered "weird" like I know some of the people I see daily would've so totally bullied the Usahana from 2021. (For clarification, I'm not friends with those people, I don't like mean people, we are just at the same places/crowds frequently) its very strange but I mean I guess its nice not dealing with any bs anymore. I'm definitely different for sure, I don't exactly still relate or act like how I did back then, but I still love every version of myself, even if I look back with a little bit of cringe. They were having fun and not hurting anyone, so even if I think I was a little cringe it is mostly endearment. Go little usahana, type "pog pog pogchamp poggerz" 5 trillion times under peoples posts... :P I love the same foods but I like different music! I like artists like beabadoobee and laufey, but I also go to a bunch of underground punk shows in small venues. The last concerts I've been to was a beabadoobee concert and a smaller one hosted by on of my sorority sisters who is in that scene with this band called "glare" which is an alternative rock and shoegaze band. I like music a lot and singing, I play electric guitar and I am lead vocals in a band called "stoned in the fridge" We aren't on any platforms yet, so you'll just have to catch us live :) I still hate thunderstorms, at the grown age of 19 Alright, that is enough yapping from me, catch ya next time future me
