so,a fact about me is i rarely cry and i cry even less around people.i don't know if thats good or bad,but whatever. i just remembered that one time i had begun to cry right in front of my dad,i remember literally crying almost sobbing in his lap while he tried to comfort me and just having every bad scenario going through my head all at once,i remember feeling kinda numb the next day. idk why im typing this,maybe to just get it out of my head,or maybe as a vent or something,i really don't know