and you just about die bc he's the cutest thing and you might have had a panic attack at the store and died clutching a bag of Doritos because that's your only comfort in life and then you see him again when you got over it in the store and start to gay panic again and almost die but you buy a whole ass cake and distract yourself with that and are now sobbing on the bathroom floor holding a cake and a very blurry photo of uwu best boy and sobbing more because he is beautiful even though you're not sure that 's him or a pizza box but you roll with it because of your insanity. I almost forgot how to breathe writing that and saying it out loud.