Delema
Jee I feel bad. I wish I could type in a way thats understandable. Suddenly people want me? Hahah. Its funny because I know loving somebody is a choice if you make it a choice and I could choose to be happy with either of the people who are giving me such high compliments but im not?? I wish I could tell them in a way that could make them understand that its better for me to be with somebody who cpuld make me feel the full set of human emotion already. It would take so much time to build that up with somebody new and I dont even know if its even possible for me?? Man I wish I could type. Its just better for them?? Like I uh, I know I can be a really great partner and if the other side lets me i could make the relationship last. But I kinda dont wanna get into one with a person i vould hurt easyer because i cant feel everything for them. And I cant give myself to them as a whole? As well as yeah i konda do wanna b with that other person one because of the all feelings thing and two because I feel like i know them better? I just want the healthiest option for me? Is that okay to say? I usually dont put myself first but uh it would benifit the other peoplw in this party as well. I feel bad.
- Published June 23, 2020, 10:33
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