[VENT? warning] Whaddap, if anyone remembers me. I announced that I was leaving drawn (and all of social media) a few months ago for reasons. Well, I socially and physically isolated myself for a while which resulted in me dropping out of school. I got depressed, and to sum it up I was very unsatisfied with basically everything about myself. I'd sleep all day, get really drunk whenever I couldn't, and only get up when hunger became unbearable. It was a personal rock bottom, I also attempted to ditch my life, which was quite close, like... a step away. But I've gotten a bit better recently, although I don't know if that's because I'm distracting myself with social media again. The thoughts are still there :/, but oh well they're my own problems Anyways I got reminded of this place when I saw the new drawn smp server, check it out if you're interested (I think friskamino's hosting it?). Also lazylife is back wtf? I have to come back now